Am i realy insane...

Today is a rainy day...I decided to walk to aunty judy's house which at Jln hamzah...I start walk from 2.15pm...My air already wet but i still walk there..It take me 1 hours to reach there and my wound at my leg start bleed...At first no body know i walk there...but start awhile by awhile many ppl know..today figure out some thing....if 100& = well fine healthy positive...Now i sure is 15%...People say while you realy bad mood...you sure get sick easyToday i already get wet...and i try to make myself happy....but i cant..Pretend nth better than pretend something...Before blogging i have many thing to write...and i think many thing while dinner time...But now,suddenly nothing to say...May be forget it is the best thing...but...May be i should not write my painful in these blog..Pain pain sad sad sad...haiz...I wont give up easly...ArghhhhhhhhhhWhy everytime that the person that i friend with like me..not the person that i close and have feel de do so...Are the god playng me or those ppl playing me...Am i so good to be bully...or i never say no before...or i always too good and help ppl instead saying "sui bian"There is many thing inside me that i wan to express it out...But there is nth that can let me to express...I wan shout...but if i shout my parent will hear...I wan hit...there is nth that can let me hit..except for the wallSomeone tell me that writing a blog is a way to express your feeling,it help...but not muchWhy these feeling thing always is me...not the others...